In my motion I see

                                   -A within motion revealed...

               { As I always rite and bore you all with the description of my thought in the poems and songs...I will not set back this time even :) :) :)....I always believe that concentrating and especially meditating is a tough task....I have couple of people around me who share their strange experiences when they meditate...some say they cannot close their eyes and sit coz they get afraid of darkness after closing our vision device. and many more m not sharing..... But trust me the phase of thoughtlessness is rejuvenating....it is refreshing....and orgasmic too...

                 

                 Coming to the point...The song here describes my concentration process as a motion....the symbolic terms  here describe the  thought process of the current scene...From roller coaster ride of our daily life, some instances become a visual imagery and they come up as flashes and glimpses during this process. The song here has nothing to do with any scientific explanation of meditation....It’s absolutely my personal feeling.....

                  The Song Says.....When I close my eyes I see the world ...I see the glimpses of recent events....some known faces...some unknown....some imagination...some dreams.....some vagueness....some incidents....some good....some bad......some laughter...some cries....some beggars...some rich....my family....my home.....my guide...

                  The last two phrases hold a little extra importance..... Bright glare of light with a smile of my alchemist ,my grandfather...who passed away a year before...I always call him a Grannus, a deity......and slowly.....the blackness wins over my mind leading to ....no words...no life.....: ).... thus a simple dark spotless sky .............................................

                  

                   Some may think I have lost it.....ha ha.....but seriously try sitting relaxed with some good instrumental music.....closing your eyes....thinking thinking thinking till you stop thinking.....it is indeed a motion and m sure it is worth losing yourself for some moments towards the betterment....

Cheers....}

In my motion I see

                                                                                       

                                            -A within motion revealed in a song... 

In my motion I see;

Bright lights dark trees,

Tall empires &

Small spaces...

In my motion see;

Tall man busy....

Talking on a phone,

A Blondie with a pink

Rose in her hair....

In my motion I see;

Different faces

Emoting accordingly..

Some harsh....

& some softly....

In my motion I see;

A pretty face...

That smiles shyly,

And blink her eyes

To see me.....

In my motion I see;

A walking stick....

Holding that old lady strong..

Wishing to walk,

On her own...

In my motion I see;

Moments of pauses...

People take

While they talk....

While they move....

In my motion I see

A faded face .......

Of My Grannus....

Shining to guide...

Smiling to heal...

In my motion.....

A serene darkness

With a mind thoughtless.....

..............

Love

Parth Oza 

Hey Beautiful!!!!!!

{A beautiful face strikes in front of you and you just take a glimpse of her existence. It usually happens with all of us. We all are born with the flair of romanticism and somehow with no extensive and unnecessary tutorials, we know how to enter into this smooth world of romance. I absolutely agree to the fact that infatuation, love and romance are the words far away from practicality of life, but appreciation of a beauty is definitely an unavoidable part of this hard world.

In psychology there is a term called eidetic memory, Pictorial memory what we as a laymen talk. This is a memory which acts like a click from a camera, pasting the image on our mind in a manner perceived by us. Just imagine…..just imagine…. some beautiful view from a hill top or a site of some rare architecture, seen by you or to be specific felt by you sometime in the past. You will be surprised to see the image exactly as if it was a still shot from your mind’s eye.


Sorry to bore you all with psychology, but my main point was to describe and justify the poetic narration of the words written down....
When you see a beautiful lady in front of you for moments sufficient enough to perceive her……..we don’t analyze….no…….we simply trust our eyes……we let the time to tick on its own without consciously attaining to the current situation……and……wow….we sip the nectar of joy and beauty…….


Later……when we are back into our usual act of work……sometime …..really sometime after the above described encounter…..That still image appears in front of us….that is what I call mind’s eye…..and there you go …..The analysis and imagination merges…..
and you sing something like this……}

Honestly TRY To Sing it.....Trust me.... you will have fun....



When I wink, I see you smiling…..
When I wink, I feel your grace……
Now when I wink, o your sharp stare
Dives me deep down the ocean of LOVE…..

When I smile, I feel your colored cheeks….
When I smile, I breathe your lips……
Now when I smile, o your smile
Makes me dance onto the tune of LOVE…..


When I sleep, your charm erupts…
When I sleep, your eyes don’t wink…
Now when I sleep, O your beauty
Makes me see we are making love……


Keep Loving....

PARTH....

A DUAL SENSE OF HAPPINESS..................(a simple thought).

AS I SAID, IT IS AN EXPRESSION OF A SIMPLE THOUGHT.........

Consider a moment in which we are extremely happy. We all are optimistic and positive . And I think we all should be. But with this sense ,I am sure , we all feel from within that may this situation of happiness persists longer and longer and longer...... We smile and we wish that we keep on smiling. We feel our heart is happy for it. We enjoy, We celebrate.....I am sure there are many such moments in our lives.

It is very normal for us to be in such moments on and often. BUT DEAR ONES THINK AND TRY TO PERCEIVE THIS SITUATION SOME TIME. We all are greedy for pleasure. And why not, we are after all the most expressive species on this globe. We feel that may our moments of laughter and happiness remain pictorial as a still image in camera realistically.

But along with it for a simple , emotional human being like me , there exists a fEAR.

" What fear in this moment of pleasure? You are a Sadist....."

Yes you might think that.....but i am afraid.... i feel, i feel i don't want to be away from this moment of pleasure......greed as I said before...... I dont want to feel the antonym of happiness anymore...i cant.....

And in this thought of senselessness we sometimes enjoy the moment for only 99% We miss a percent to smile hard. We miss a percent to make our soul dance thoroughly for pleasure. AND THERE GOES......... THE MOMENT AWAY ..........GONE........WE LACKED RELISHING IT TO THE FULLEST............................................



In short....live life with a BANG......Don't believe in reincarnations.......believe in your presence and Smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALWAYS...........

A DUAL SENSE OF HAPPINESS...........(A SIMPLE THOUGHT)

PROVOKE NEED NOT MY SOUL TO RISE AT THIS HEIGHT
LET IT REMAIN HERE WITH ME THIS MOMENT

SWELL NOT MY HEART TOO LARGE
FEAR IT WOULD NEVER CONTRACT

MY LIPS HOPE NOT SPREAD MORE APART
THESE UNFAIR LIPS RETURN BACK SO FAST

SHINY EYES CONSTRICTIVELY BRIGHT THIS TIME
AFRAID OF ITS DILUTION THE MOMENT NEXT........


BUT A THOUGHT OF MIND RESISTS MY PREVIOUS LINES;
WISH TO CAPTURE THIS TIME AND FORGET THE TEXT,

SECONDS OF JOY, SHOULD THIS MIND , PRESERVE;

AND LET THIS HEART SWELL
FOR IT HAS THE SMILES TO STORE.

LIPS MERELY FOLLOW THE COMMANDS WITHIN,
AND NOTHING DIFFERENT FOR MY HAPPY EYES.

NEVER WOULD THINK OF THE REALITY THAT FOLLOWS THEN,
A REALITY WITH REALIZATION I FEEL
AND WOULD POSITIVELY WORSHIP THIS HAPPINESS
EVEN IF IT IS ONLY FOR A MOMENT!

KEEP SMILING

LOVE

PARTH

MY TALK WITH NATURE!

A short description before the poetic narration!

Read this prose portion to imagine the poetic beauty below!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

{It was an unusual trip coinciding my work and pleasure together. It was a visit to KUTCH, last year during my internship. It was actually a visit for the iodine deficiency disease camp by

govt., to find schools in the interiors of kutchh and check weather the children there suffer

from the deficiency disorder or not. It was, during this purpose of visit, I happen to pass from

the little runn of kutchh. With the mercy of our boring driver and a strict mentor, I managed

To wait and see this raw beauty of nature. It was 2 in the afternoon; sun was smiling heavily

on us. There was nothing else around us except a rough sandy playground with wild bushes

. Amidst all this some sort of colorful bird (please spare me coz I am bad with the specific Nomenclature of beasts and birds around me) walked gracefully in front of our car...and

it looked as if it was seeking nothing. It was probably a purposeless walk for that creature but

it triggered some innocent questions within me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! }

{Moving further ahead in my aimless but work loaded trip, I next went to a coastline. It was a pleasing site for my darling eyes to see nothing but different shades of the colour blue! Nothing was cool there though. It was still very hot and sum was mercilessly still laughing on us with a wide mouth. And suddenly there was a wave of wind that kissed my flesh………so soothing, so heavenly. While tuning on to all these notes I still courageously continued my chatting with nature…..}

{It is actually the nature itself who teaches us how to feel the greatness and when to be soft-spoken and down to earth. Whenever we hold the power to rule in any aspect of life we at times laugh at the situations and people below us, we ridicule them often. But we forget that this rise is attained only in comparison to those who cannot rise to a level where we are placed. So to define height there has to be a base. And so to define pleasure there is an existence of pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!}

MY TALK WITH NATURE!

Barrenness on the soiled crust

And a little blowing of the wind;

With saluting exclamation O Nature!

You keep this unevenness so neat!

On a sunned path with rawness around

A graceful bird crosses our way...

With beautifying interrogation O Nature

Where from you bring them the seeds and rain?

Look the blueness of this wavy sea

I feel under the heavenly sky, a sweet breeze

With an artistic request O Nature:

Show me your way of shading these strokes with an ease!

On a rock I learn, from the base, what height is!

A scratch from a sharp weed makes my red drops to settle!

With surprising eagerness O Nature;

Make me know thy ratio of thorns to the petals!

SORRY FOR UTILIZING YOUR PRECIOUS TIME

LOVE

PARTH